miercuri, 1 decembrie 2010

I walk this lonely street on the boulevard of broken dreams

   I've decided I will write in English from this day forward 'cos of more reasons. Lately I felt that I am walking alone, on the boulevard of broken dreams (Green Day). My life was broken and I had entrapped myself in a cage. Every thought I had was painful, realizing that many of my actions, many of my argues were useless in this simple, short life. Time matters, carpe diem.(Live the moment). I was falling, not seeing the light, thinking it's just useless to do anything, trying to enjoy every moment tho', thinking about the present and not the future. I felt lonely and disillusioned. I've never felt so sad, hollow for a long time. 


 Then a simple decision change everything. The decision to stay. When everyone else left, the person didn't. I won't mention that person's name for the sake of my privacy but it matters. It matters the most where it should, in my soul and my heart. The person gave me light, understood me, believed in me and remained with me until the end. 

 I am sorry I cannot tell your name but this composition is dedicated to you. Thank you for saving me from the black abyss that I was heading to.

joi, 18 noiembrie 2010

My style :3

Hmm, sarbatorile se apropie si eu sunt cu 0 bani in buzunar:| Nu am idei pt cadouri dar am ajutoare! (Thx god!)
Toti vrem ceva de la Mos Craciun, dar eu? Eu ce vreau :O ?
UN PIAN! ( I wish...) Da... mi-ar placea unu dar nu cred o sa-l vad prea curand XD. Intre timp o pianina electronica e buna.
Haine ar fi ok too. Vreau sa-mi creez cat mai multe combinatii. Mi s-a mai luat si mie doar de negru. Sper ca imi va sta bine. Desi nu ma prea intereseaza ce cred altii eu vreau sa arat cat de cat decent

JOCURI! ofc <3 i'm a geek after all ! Vreau chestii pt PC nu neaparat games !

Fiecare vrea ceva... voi ce vreti :)?

Love you all! Sweet dreams <3

miercuri, 17 noiembrie 2010

Life starts now!

Dc m-am decis sa fac un blog? Pt ca imi place sa-mi etalez gandurile.Timpul trece si eu ma schimb si vreau sa vad aceasta ''evolutie'' ( Sper!). M-am inscris in ITC si e genial! Activitati la greu <3, funny si interesante. Nu mi se pare greu deloc si e pt o cauza nobila! Sunt cam shy eu dar ii dau de cap cumva :3.

Muzica? Well, music is my life! Ascult oricand si oriunde! Rock baby, rock my soul, my heart and my essence!
S-ar putea spune ca eu cred in muzica... "Some people believe in God, I believe in music. Some people pray, I turn up the radio.".

Scoala? Well... profesori dementi, teme ridicole, colegi dubiosi si viata sociala 0. S-ar putea spune ca sunt cam geeky cu calculatoru meu <3 dar eh... fiecare cu pasiunea lui :).

Sentimente? NESCHIMBATE! vesnic plac fetele, rar gasesc pe cineva care sa mi se potriveasca ( Sau sa ma potrivesc cuiva) Dar eh... where's dark there's always light, where's hate there's always love :3. Sa vedem ce iese.

Mi-am schimbat umpic stilul de rocker, incerc chestii noi si unii cred ca imi vine bine in timp ce altii ..well... altii.
M-am saturat sa fiu calcat in picioare si vreau de acu' sa incerc sa-mi spun parerea.
Nu imi mai place sa fiu mereu timid! Cu pieptu inainte ce pixu meu! Sunt ditamai dihania.. nu?


Love you all :) Sweet dreams! (Too sweet? THAT'S ME!)